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Created on 2006-10-19 01:24:37 (#11419627), last updated 2007-02-03
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Basic Info| Name: | des_thined |
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BioI'm Caroline.
I'm 15 and a sophmore in Highschool.
I attend a Catholic highschool, and I hate it.
I hate the idea of being popular and preppy, and that is everything my school has to offer.
I am in the band at school, I'm not a nerd or anything, don't worry.
A lot of people like me, well when i try.
I have tons of friends, but lately I have been blowing them off, and I havent been interested in hanging out with them.
They're all really thin, and beautiful. They don't think I'm fat, or even close.
But they don't know how it is to feel like the biggest girl in the group.
I am 5'7 and about 130 pounds.
I have been bulimic for a few months now, and it is extremely consuming & addictive.
It all started out with Anorexia, and I would just binge so badly that I had to vomit.
I began doing it every day, but I wasn't really aware of what I was getting myself into.
Well, I was actually. My sister is two years older than me, and she has an ED too. She started starving herself when she was my age, but her will power is much more admirable than mine. She became much thinner, much sooner than I have.
Bulimia ( aka Mia) hasnt helped me to loose weight at all. Because most of the time I haven't gotten it all out.
I just need to get back on a steady starvation path with no distractions.
Thats how I found Live Journal. I was searching for some kind of a support system for my ED.
And I found all these beautiful girls who are going through problems similar to mine.
I have been reminding myself the good old " A moment on the lips......" but that just isn't enough thinsperation for me. I need to get back on track, before I met Mia. I just need to starve myself the way I did before I found binging and purging.
I'm 15 and a sophmore in Highschool.
I attend a Catholic highschool, and I hate it.
I hate the idea of being popular and preppy, and that is everything my school has to offer.
I am in the band at school, I'm not a nerd or anything, don't worry.
A lot of people like me, well when i try.
I have tons of friends, but lately I have been blowing them off, and I havent been interested in hanging out with them.
They're all really thin, and beautiful. They don't think I'm fat, or even close.
But they don't know how it is to feel like the biggest girl in the group.
I am 5'7 and about 130 pounds.
I have been bulimic for a few months now, and it is extremely consuming & addictive.
It all started out with Anorexia, and I would just binge so badly that I had to vomit.
I began doing it every day, but I wasn't really aware of what I was getting myself into.
Well, I was actually. My sister is two years older than me, and she has an ED too. She started starving herself when she was my age, but her will power is much more admirable than mine. She became much thinner, much sooner than I have.
Bulimia ( aka Mia) hasnt helped me to loose weight at all. Because most of the time I haven't gotten it all out.
I just need to get back on a steady starvation path with no distractions.
Thats how I found Live Journal. I was searching for some kind of a support system for my ED.
And I found all these beautiful girls who are going through problems similar to mine.
I have been reminding myself the good old " A moment on the lips......" but that just isn't enough thinsperation for me. I need to get back on track, before I met Mia. I just need to starve myself the way I did before I found binging and purging.
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